Loving memory
May 11, 2024First I notice the weeds.
Towering back and forths—collisions
of mute prayers disorienting willpower
in scrawny gravediggers who
know the sea of greenery
by the grace of palm wine
cigarettes and God.
It’s here I found my grandparents’ graves—
in a maze where cautious
banter segues into dead-ends
and u-turns trial and error
relentless machete swings herding us—
there! Iron crosses migratory ripples
untied knots—different paths to
the same exhausted spirit but now is
not the time I’m praying. Counting good years
with no record rethinking rough sketches
of an arranged marriage—hearsay and tones
of diaspora blues stored in fore-closed
buds with nowhere to grow.
Well-wrought mythology rehabilitates here.
In Kikongo riddles carried by stilts bearing
marks of sparkling floods unseen by the
darkest brown eyes emboldened to
hibernate for eons in mine.